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Maybe life is made of regrets.
I've been thinking a lot about this matter. At the beginning of year, i talked to the club about retirement cause I didn't feel i'm at my best form. But I wanted to stick around for one more year, and give myself a closure. I have been trying hard for the whole year to overcome my own problems, and the team , coach and club have always been there for me.
2018 is a memorable year for me, i traveled to a lot of places and achieved a lot of goals. At the beginning of 2018, in other words the first half of spring split. Everyone saw my performance. Until the spring final, everyone felt I was in better shape, but my worries just grew more. When I learned about the MSI roster, I was under a lot of pressure, and the scrim results were very poor during that time. I always told the coaches to replace me cause I felt I really couldn't perform well, but eventually they decided to take me on. At that time, every day I tried to overcome my own problems, overcome my drifted mind, want to do more for the team, as much as possible to do what I should do, and finally we succeeded!
Later, I went to Jakarta to participate in the Asian Games. I also made some good achievements with the team, and I was loved by all of you. For me, this is something that makes me happy and proud.
I had hoped that this year would come to a successful end and that I would not leave any regrets in the last year of my career. But the end is not always perfect. In Busan, South Korea, we lost. I, my team, my fans and everyone are very disappointed and sad about this ending. I never felt so close to it, but yet so far away from it. The most important step of the year has not been able to go one step further. I'm disappointed with myself. I'm sad because I couldn't help my teammates and team. I've been thinking about it for a long time. It will probably be the biggest and saddest regret in my whole life.
In the period after the game of S8, I thought about a lot, but the most part is that I can not bring more help to the team, think of my mechanical problems lead to the team's lack of choice, I have no way to concentrate, the more confused I become the more I think about it, I have no way to know what I really want to do.
Everyone wants to help me, and the club has communicated with me a lot. I tried to overcome my problems for so long before. I think it's really the limit. Maybe this time, I really need some time to think about it. Maybe it's time to leave. Maybe it's just time to take a break and find yourself.
Finally, I hope my brothers can take good care of themselves and take good care of their health. Especially mlxg. I hope that RNG can achieve good results, and our hopes as a team will be fulfilled.
Finally, I want to say to all the fans who care about and support me: Thank you! Thank you for always supporting me, forgiving my mistakes, and staying with me. What I hope most is that you can be happy and have no regrets in your life. Have fun.
Thank you for reading, thank you!
Ps: the rumor is that AmazingJ（former top laner of BLG) will fill his seat.
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